放手的好人

everything is juz ok n nice when i saw u...
but everything changed when i saw him...
i cant forget wat i saw..
i juz cant accept it..

erm...today can be said as a busy day...
not reli busy..but busy oso...
busy of attending tt...busy of dreaming at tt..busy of chatting at tt...
well...tis morning i was the oni one in the house...
coz all my whole family had go johor to attend my biao ger wedding..except me..
so, i hav to do all the things on my own...
as usual, brush teeth n bath on my own...
but then...breakfast...usually breakfast my dad will prepare it..
but now..he not at home...so i hav to tink wat i wanna eat n go buy myself..
at last...i choose 2 maggi mee n one cup of milo as my breakfast..
coz its vy convenient n i lazy to go out...
after tat...clothes...hav to wash clothes...well..i throw all the clothes into the washing machine..another easy job XD
then...i prepare to go out edi..to have my 3 hours chem tt...
suddenly, i receive an sms..
its from my sis..i'm cuming back de lo...wait me first...fetch me go tt..
OMG...i'm going to be late if i wait her..
haiz..sui bian la..late mai late lo..oso not first time..lol
after the damn long 3 hours tt...me n fish go to hav our lunch..
the food court is new...juz open yesterday...near my tt there..quite lots of ppl..but ar..not sistematic at all...
3 months...i tink most long it tahan for 3 months oni...
after tat...agn 3 hours tt...but tis time is physic...
i oni can say tat i dont understand at all...GG...
well..i got sms my jie jie oso..
she ask me stadium swimming pool wat time open...
but nvr ask me wan go anot..
tis call jie jie..haiz..lol
after a long discussion...oni me, jie jie n my real sister go..
i edi rush back home..coz jie jie edi waiting at stadium there at 5.30pm...
she gave me an impossible mission...
tt end at 5.30pm....n she wan me arrive stadium at 5.30pm...
tats mean i hav less than 1 mins to go back to bercham then go stadium...
i cant even make it if i got wings oso la...
so, i 6.30pm oni arrive..
sori la jie jie...nid u wait me for so long ><
its tiring to swim after i had not moving my bones for years...
8.15pm...v stop swimming n ready to b...
8.30pm..v leave stadium n jie jie's bro oredi waiting outside there...
me n my sis back to our car...
WTF!!! the car was not locked...
gan jiong lo..i tink is myself forget to lock it XD
open the engine first...ei, can start wo...car battery still here wo...tat mean no ppl go in b4 i tink...
i nvr saw ppl was damn donkey lucky as me...hahaha
well...i'm going to stop at here...
damn tired now..i tink i going to slip right now instead of finish those hw..
lets c tmr etron how punish me..
god bless me...

lonely...i'm so lonely...
its oni me alone in the house...
its reli silence..
dun like tis feel..
dun like to be alone...
sumone...pls..
chat v me...

damn sian!!!
c dao hw jiu headache...
wanna burns all the books...wakaka

MORE n MORE HW!!!!
the mass of homework is increasing...
the time given to finish the hw is decreasing..
the mass of hw is inversely proportional to the time given..
therefore...high rate of reaction should occur in order to finish the tons of hw...

my class teachers are diprotic teachers...
one mole of teacher dissociate in f2 to form two mole of hw..
therefore..it requires double energy to finish the hw..

chi xin de ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y got so many homework de!!!
well..i refuse to do homework at home..since my house is for me to rest..XD
so..until the end of today...
one homework oso haven finish...
but cabal war i got go wo.. XP

huhu..long time didnt update...
damn busy...
BUSY...
i oso dunno i busy do wat..
coz i nvr finish those homework de..haha
oni tt edi eat all my time...
now more worst...
jurnal...
proposal...
haiz...try to finish it...yup..TRY oni...
tat reyn's style ^^

6.45am...my dad woke me up..
still not wake up arh...wat time jor ah..
i looked at my phone...damn bull shit...i didnt set alarm..
yesterday i was too tired..erm..act is tis morning 1am...i oni go slip...
i oso dun wan so late slip ga..
wan me go help them after 6 hours tt...still nid work till 10pm...then still left a lot homework..especially the damn shit colloqium ><
waste my time...
then next day cant wake up then diu agn...

suan...let talk bout other funny things...lol
after i wake up at 6.45am..i sms ks...below r our conservation...

reyn: i juz wake up..help me tell fish i'll late
ks : no nid go skul lo..rest 1 day
reyn: cannot la..go yumcha lo..skip assembly XD
ks : cant call fish..no reply..if no go i whole day no go de lo..
reyn: me sure got go de..if not GG..
after 5 mins...he reply me tis...
ks : ltr me n fish go yumcha with u...we no go skul..

wah...reli geng la u 2...ntg to say XD
v go xen yun long there eat breakfast till 8.10am..
then i go skul by myself..
i tot the assembly hav oredi end...but wat i saw is many ppl still sitting at the basketball court n skul hall..
sei mou...when i gonna curi masuk wo...
luckily...i saw 2 pro...they owis ponteng assembly...full of experience..
haha..wont write out their name..u all man man guess XD
3 of us sit in the car wait wait wait...
wait till fatt mou...oso haven dismiss assembly..
finally...9.08am...students r allow to go back to their own class...
well..3 of us successfully ponteng assembly n reach our class safely at last XP

biscuit..biscuit..biscuit..
i'm tired of those biscuit...
i'm faddup of it..
everyday day after skul oso nid go back help make biscuit till 11..
sat n sunday nid go help b4 tt n after tt..sunday more geng..got 6 hrs tt leh..
so if u all c me slip in skul n tt..pls dun wake me up XD

wat i wan?
i dunno wat my heart thinking...
i dunno wat myself wanna to do..
there is sumthing tat i wan.....
but i not dare to take it now...

suan la hou reyn...
juz let it go..
dun tink too much bout it..

as mentioned in title...
tis post is bout saving keyboard...
saving keyboard??? wat lai de >.<
haha...let me tell u all..its my birthday present!!! ^^
yup...its actually a piggy bank..erm..i tink its call piggy bank..
sori ar...eng not vy gud.. ><
its a birthday present from jie jie!!!
wow...finally i get my first 18th birthday present..
haha..damn happy now..lol
act tis oso is my 2nd birthday present...
yup..its 2nd..less leh..2nd birthday present after 18 years...
those hu c tis post...noe how to do jor la...my 19th birthday..is waiting for u all XP
thx u thx u ar jie jie...love u ^^ muacks XD
since i get a new piggy bank...i tink i would start saving money...
but...isit possible?? god noe...

now the time is almost 11.59pm...
1 more min it will be 00.00
cum on guys...
let say gudbye to 2009..
say gudbye to those sad things..
say i miss u to those gud things...

5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

BOOM BOOM BOOM
happy end year of 2009
AND
Happy New Year 2010!!!!

lets make a wish...
erm...tats my secret...wont say it out here ^^

2010...
a new year...
n new challenges r waiting for me agn...
biggest challenge for me...
isit STPM??
the answer is no...
the biggest challenge is
i want change myself to a better man ^^ yup..is man, since i oredi 18!! ^^
try becum more hardworking...
try becum more independent...
try improve my damn poor english...
try to speak less 'international language' ...
many many more...
cant write it out all here...

at last...once agn...HAPI NEW YEAR ^^