放手的好人

我答應幫你﹐是我把你當朋友
我做我答應過你的事﹐是我應該的
可是﹐你不要把你答應別人的事﹐都推給我
我不是你的佣人﹐也不要當我是水魚

arh...today is the last day i in L6F2..
next year gonna be in U6F2 jor...the same class tat my eldest sis was in b4 ^^
erm...today is not a gud day for me...
coz i was sick!!!
damn it ><
sore throat n little bit fever...
i didn't talk much the whole day...
coz i was reli tired...my brain vy hot till wan burst jor ><
oh ya..almost forget bout it...
today is the last time our class play ai yak bom bak...
i dun think tis year we will play it again..
except they wan to play it at lou wong or pangkor..
i forget hu suddenly suggest wan play it de...
tis time pui yun n lian shen sit beside me..GG
now my 2 legs red dao... ><
the anugerah was reli damn sian la...
n i was reli shocked when i noe fish n ks got the full attendance cert....
dim yan ar...they absent few days oso can get...gonna fan toi jor XP
after skul, me, fish, ks, yik, joon hong n his gf, lai chun, jin liang, li yong, ming zai, seou, connie go take our lunch at parade food court..
after lunch, v seperate..sum cont stay at parade, sum go back skul..
li yong they all went to tt after tat...
oni left me, fish n ks 3 stupid fellow at skul fatt mou ^^
suddenly ks complained tat he was vy sleepy..
its same for me n fish
so we decided go to our car n sleep...
i parked my car beside ks car..then we 3 open car windows n start to sleep..
its so dangerous coz the windows r open n 3 of us were slept...
if tat time got huai ren...we GG
3.40pm, we woke up n go tt..
math tt again...n teacher late again.. ><
pui yun called me to book badminton court wo...swt..i nvr book b4 leh...
where is stadium badminton court i oso dunno ><
i beg ks to accompany me go stadium book court...i beg jor so long..n then b4 tt end..pui yun said postponed it to monday...doinkgel...
oh ya...the most funny things is today got a guy stuck himself in the toilet by himself at tt centre ther..haha
i dunno how he do tat...oni can say he was pro XP





##hope tat i can recover soon^^

我好累﹐好累
累得不想再動﹐不想再動
只想好好休息﹐好好休息
可是﹐我能嗎?

我想要一個人好好的冷靜一下
想一想
到底我要的是什麼

2nd day

DAY 1 (13 november, monday)
5.45am, i woke up ...i'm not going to pangkor so early, but have to pack up my things..
last nite i was busy msn n playing cabal, not reli serious in packing my things...so everything had not prepared well..our class hav 5 ppl going to the trip, oni nesty n pei pei chose to absent..hoe hoe, yi xuan n me were at skul n had our lesson..when it almost 12pm, 3 of us trying to leave the class b4 our chemistry teacher entered the class...but etron dont allow us to go coz she wan us to finish our listening practice first..finally, we successed to leave the skul n went home..i fetch hoe hoe home coz his parents were not at home tat time..no nid say oso noe, i was the one hu responsible to fetch him back to skul ltr..well, i was rushing home tat time coz i reli dun hav much time left..v had to at skul again at 2pm...walau, i'm not god..how to finish so many things within 2 hours...for ur information..my house can be said as near to hoe hoe house..but oso nid 10-15 mins arh..then v still nid ate our lunch leh...sei mou >< after my bath. i quickly packed up my things then immediately fetch my sis went to hoe hoe house edi..my sis had to follow me go coz she nid to drive back the car home..lol..3 of us having our lunch at a restaurant near our skul..hoe hoe was sick tat day n dun hav much appetide..he showed a vy cham face when he eating..my sis ask him the food vy bad meh? y giv such a 'bitter' face..haha..hoe hoe n i reached skul bout 2.10pm..v were not consider as late coz no prefect caught us n copied down our name..cold dao..there were 8 boys n 11 gals going to pangkor under trip group..erm..how many lower forms go for the camp i dunno la..too many >< v went to lumut jetty by bus..in the bus, i was almost sleeping the whole time..after tat, we went to pangkor island by...of coz ship la...if not swim ther meh >< reli relax while i was standing on the ship n feel the wind blow on my face^^ i was able to let my brain rest a while n forget all those things which had been kept in my mind for a long time...nesty n ah lian jou cham lo...2 of them busy caring for their hair..lol..it took us bout 30 mins to reach pangkor jetty..if i'm not mistaken..v went to our "resort" straight after reached pangkor jetty..the van driver reli pro..i oni can say he vy confident of his driving skill..but not we...
the resort was reli a big surprise for us...reli big surprise...ntg much to comment bout it..juz not gud >< the dinner for tat nite..oso not gud...erm, act every meal the resort prepare oso not gud..lol..after lunch, those trip de going out for a walk while those camp de start their activities...it suddenly rain while we enjoy ourselves at the beach..ng leng lou >< playing cards r the rest of our activities in day 1...poker, killer, kam mian toi...

DAY 2 (14 november. saturday)
jungle trekking...most of us who from the trip dun wan go for the jungle trakking...but we were forced to..oni hoe hoe n yi xuan escaped from it..ntg much to say bout it oso..it juz a war between human n leech..arh..those lower forms reli walk lit a turtle..slow dao..oni noe call us wait, wait n wait...cont wait v will fatt mou la >< we were allowed to go to the beach for a while b4 we went back to the resort..v having our bicycle journey in the evening...i enjoyed it vy much..although the bicycle not reli suit me..i reli vy long time didn't cycle edi..i enjoyed speed up along the road..XP alas, sumone was injured..sori gals, v boys did not do our responsible well to protect u all >< again, tat nite was raining n tis time it rains for 9 hours..wtf..v cant go anywhere except hiding in our room..7 of us..ya, is 7 not 8, me, yi xuan, hoe hoe, nesty, ah lian, tien eek n ryan...not include eng sing..tat time he dunno go where jor..lol..7 of us having..erm...can be said as pillow talk la..chit chatting n gossiping the whole nite..

DAY 3 (15 november, sunday)
on the third day, its free for us to having our activities...v all going to the beach n playing around ^^ sori mum, i broke my promise, i get into the sea...haha.. lazy to describe wat happening at tat time...but soon i'll upload sum photo on it.. v returned our bicycles b4 we left pangkor.. unfortunately, sumone was injured..ahh...xin tong leh..v were allowed to shopping a while a lumut while waiting for the bus..i spend sum money to buy sumthings for my sis n my frenz..erm...act all is food...haha..





stay tuned for the photos..

那一年

徘徊在熟悉校门口
你我他相遇的时候
嬉笑打闹时刻
思念还在打转着

*相聚离开总有时候
对不起还没说出口
擦肩而过的痛
教我学会珍惜眼前不放手

#这课室没有从前快乐
连歌都唱得多失落
你微笑掩饰落寞不要
我为你伤心难过

一起生活一起努力过
不离不弃守护着我
数年之后依然还记得
那年我们一起疯过

属于我们美丽的梦

repeat*
repeat#



這是我姐的畢業歌
我剛看完了 6th form nitz 的表演
聽到這首歌
我才發現
我姐已經畢業了
還有一個禮拜
她就要考試了
加油

tmr i'll go to pangkor...
an island which i hav nvr been there b4
hope tat i can enjoy myself there...
LET FUNS!!!

A君和B小姐的事讓我既妒忌又心疼
C君和D小姐的事讓我既驚訝又傷心

雖然這兩件事我都不清楚
知道的都是冰山一角
但已經讓我心煩意亂

這幾天我都在想
我會不會變成那樣
從好人變成壞人

我不想要變成那樣
我不會變成那樣
我答應我自己

現在
我可以向你們保證
但以後
誰能保證
我不會變

我很害怕 我會變
但我相信妳會讓我永遠都不變
一直做個好人






everyone hav their own secrets...

its juz another normal post for today...
i go sing k with ks, keen, n yik today...
we go parade k box at 1.30pm...
but they told us if no booked 3pm oni got place...
swt...reli cha dou...
then we took jj k box phone number from them n phone it up
we booked a place first...if not no place then gg...
ntg much special happen...its juz 4 malat lou singing all they way...
there were oni 4 of us n we had 4 mics on our hands...
reli 麥不離手
i song 勁歌金曲 n 情歌王 at the end...
shuang ar!!!!



my voice was a little bit affected >< sad

BBQ at nicole house!!!
tis is the another outing for L6F2 2009...

first of all, thx for nicole for lending her house to let us having our bbq event...
secondly, thx for pui yun for sacrifice a lot for tis event....she reli working b4 bbq start till bbq end...
thirdly, sori for nicole n her neighbours for dirty their house...i think they have to wash their window n cars....n also wash their clothes again...vy sori ar ><

well, we all hav decide to reached nicole house at 5 de...but due to different transports we r having..we all reached there at different time... the earliest one muz be nicole la...coz is her house wert...swt...damn cold..lol...pui yun, mun leong n jin liang r the 3 who reached there earliest...they start preparing food n those stuff...erm...izit all 3 of them got do work...i dunno...i oni noe pui yun n jin liang got do work...wat tis mean leh...lol

4.30pm....i left my house n was ready to go fetch lian shen, suk fun n sam yoong...zheng hoe no nid i fetch go coz he was sick n he nid to eat dinner at home first b4 he go...pity him...we all reached nicole house at 5.30pm...we all should be glad tat 4 of us can reached there safely...coz tat time i was a bit angry of sumone...tat pk how dare he steal my pet...wan die ar?? but everything was ok after bbq start...all negative emotions gone...lol

after my bercham gang reach, pengkalan gang oso reached after tat...yi xuan, nesty n pei pei...
we played UNO card while waiting other cum...we had a new rule playing UNO...
pei's rule...all power cards can stack no matter wat types is it n wat color is it... i still rmb got one time she stacked draw 2, reverse n skip together... n the victims was mun leong...wakaka...

there was a lot of fun during the bbq event...i cant write it all here....coz i was lazy...doink...
joon hong n nicolas reli ate much yesterday...both of them non stop eating... act jacq oso not bad...i think she the one hu eat most among the gals...lol
miss ong oso was there yesterday n we had lots of fun...she was playing around with us n had fun with us...
we took photos, chit chating, played cards n most fun was played with fire...lol

after we cleaned up all those stuff after bbq event...here cum our truth n dare game session...
for me, i not dare to play it...u all can say me no guts...i wont mind xP
10.45pm....pengkalan n bercham teams decide to go home...coz yi xuan n nesty wan go home edi...n i had to fetch hoe hoe hu was sick home...

on the ways fetching them home, i received a sms...tmr wan go sing k??
swt...3rd times lo...not sian de meh...but keen keen so difficult oni can find time back ipoh wo...muz go out with him...n now...it is 11.45am....i wan go sing k vy soon...lol...i go prepare first lo..bye all xD

well....today sumthing bad happen on our f2 class...
it makes we all depressed...
i'll not write it out here...coz i vy lut after heard hoe hoe's story...pity him too><
today i ponteng colloquium... so duno wat happen during colloquium...
waiting for them to tell me tmr...
y i ponteng leh...
coz of sing k!!!
nesty, pei pei, me, my sis n her 2 fren
6ppl go sing k together...
but ar...a bit cold...swt...
i edi can consider less talk de la...
my 2 sister frens more geng...
pei pei n wai ham left about 4pm...
after tat oni left 4 ppl inside the room...
my sister n i nvr let go the mic...
2 ppl syok sendiri aje... doink...
you belong with me...勁歌金曲...
finally i got chance to sing tis 2 songs completely...haha



**nesty act not feeling well today...but he still cum...thx ya^^

tis morning should be a gud morning...
i wake up earlier...
i bath earlier...
i on9 earlier...
wish to say gud morning to u...
but...
everythings go wrong...
u juz.....haiz...
i was damn sleepy during tt...
busy playing rubic cube when teacher teaching so tat i wont slept in the class...
u make me no mood... u make my sad...
but...i wont blame u...
maybe u r not feeling well...
i juz hope tat u can be happy always...


**yesterday nite reli sori er...i was too busy tat time...sori sori ><