放手的好人

arhhh....very tired ar...physically n mentally...
form 6 school life really stressed me up...
well, today i again wan to skip tutorial de...after yesterday de success ponteng...
but i forget to return my class key...so, forced to go bek skul after lunch to return the key...sui jor...
again...3 of us blowing water at greentown corner till vy song...i dunno y i cant blow like tis with my recent classmates...maybe they too serius? i oso dunno...really miss the time i same class with fish...my bff...2 ppl blow water from skul start till skul end...play together, chat together, let teacher scold together...i really hope tat i can same class with him next year... but there are oni 2 ways..either he cum f2 or i drop to f3...well, i think the first choice is better coz i dun wan let es.tan teach me pa xD but the 1st choice ar...i dun wan any of my classmates leave our class leh...aiya...i oso dunno how...





p/s: exam coming...i think i should start studying...since fish oso started his studies...

well, i hav said wat i wan to say...
the words tat keep in my heart for a long time...
bt i still dunno the result yet...
maybe tonite...
no matter wat the result is
i'm still glad tat i have spoke it out
i wont mind wat the decision u make
so, juz tell me ur answer....

未寫過情書給別人,未寫過情書給自己.
未收過別人的情書,也未收過自己的情書.
很想有一天能為她寫情書.
也很想有一天能收到她的情書.



你走過我的身邊
我看見你卻摸不到你。。。
喜歡你﹐
卻無法說出口
只能寫在這裡
告訴你
我很喜歡你

today, as usual, me n my classmates go out for lunch b4 our tutorial. again, for sure, we late xD... surprisingly, pn sim didn't scold us... k, i think we gonna to be late for every time chem tutorial...lol tis time we having our lunch at easy cafe...the food not bad la...juz the sweet sour rice a bit sour...sour till cant even eat the sweet taste...well, sumthing happen while we waiting for our meal...
zheong hoe, nesty n yan ming left for a while coz they go to toilet... so, juz left me one boy n 4 girls stay at cafe ther... unfortunately, i was attacked by the 4 girls, they keep on asking me tat who is 'she'... sei mou..how can i defend from their powerful attack...i was happy when i saw zheong hoe back from toilet n quickly get help from him...but...he joined the girls n attacked me too...arhhh...finally nesty back n he saved me from the attack...phew...

sori ar guys n girls, i cant tell u all hu is 'she' oh
becoz...becoz 'she' is u...is u....

i was curious wat r u thinking...
i dunno wat r u thinking...
maybe its same for u too...
coz i nvr tell u wat i'm thinking oso...

walau...today is the last day of holidays edi...
time passing by so faz....
whole week holidays, i hav did ntg
juz fb n dota
well, lots of homework haven finish
ready to be scold again >.<''
nvm, skul starts...can c dao her again xD

2day de dance practice not bad o...
they bring an amplifier go so tat we can start practice dance with the song together
but leh....still got 4 ppl absent..ngm leng liao...
now our problem is we not chi enough n lak ball percentage still a bit higher...
well, i keep on sms with her again during practice...lol
getting deeper, deeper n deeper...

害怕惹對方討厭，無法當面拒絕別人的請託......
不希望「別人」說閒話，勉為其難做自己不喜歡的事......
強烈的完美主義，總是要求最好，不容易開心......
無法說出真心話，覺得自己老是吃虧......
溝通時常常預設立場，東想西想，遲遲無法採取行動......
這就是所謂的“ 好人 "
在男女關係中﹐‘ 好人 ’也很容易吃虧。明明已經成了‘ 朋友 ’﹐有機會進一步表現自己﹐到頭來﹐在對方的眼中仍能只是個‘ 好人 ’而已﹐沒有發展為戀情。由于沒辦法將自己真正的心意傳達給對方﹐這些人總是沒法跨出關鍵的一步﹐最後只能以‘戀人未滿’的關係收場。

2day morning go yam cha with those 損友
actually it is a mini gathering of dota gang...
chin kwan, zheng xin, sye keen, keng soon n my best frenz sei fish xD
chao yik cant make it coz he still at penang...ngm leng liao...
all fei chai gather together sure blow water la...all blow until sot jor...
then we should be watching g force as planned yesterday nite
unfortunately, early bird ticket full liao...11.45 de ticket all sold out when it still 10.30 oni..
all really early bird ar...ntg to say
so, we decided to go infi...
go there do wat leh...sure dagei la!!!
we choose to dota first...coz it is our favourite game ma....

First Match~~3vs3
Sentinel:
hou reyn-antimage
jun ee-drow ranger
chin kwan-troll
Scourge:
sye keen-syllarbear
zheng xin-tidehunter
keng soon-pit lord

it took us 69 mins to end tis....y leh....its my fault...vy soli ar guys...coz i early game faced the stupid syllarbear hu make me cant farm at all!!! we lose mid n btm lane in 30 mins... but i finally fat at 40 mins... so we manage to def those tower....we almost lose the top lane n let them mega...lucky still left one barrack...65 mins...we finally push back n mega creep them xD
when we still playing the first match, zheng tong n his bro zheng you arrive at infi edi...sori ar...nid u 2 wait us lo...

2nd match~~4vs4
Sentinel:
hou reyn-axe
chin kwan-orge magi
zheng tong-vengeful spirit
sye keen-venomancer
Scourge:
jun ee-lion
keng soon-jugger
zheng you-naga siren
zheng xin-jakiro

tis game better...40 mins end...me n sye keen 2 ppl play till sot jor... tat keen keen die oni once in tat match...but my x oso not bad... in conclusion, n3 game xD after dota, all say sian jor wo...act is they sian, i not sian de...so all play cs...omg...i'm noob at cs leh...so no nid say la...cs is keen keen world lai de...he owns the game... zheng tong n his brother left earlier coz they wan b home edi...
about 3pm, we oso go eat our lunch...tat time i hungry till dunno how describe.... after lunch, me, fish n ks nid go math tt... we 3 almost slept in the class de la...lucky got kee min there...i can none stop throw the tissue paper on his vy yeng de hair...xD i play till vy shuang de...but pui yun giv amaran to me...call me dun play liao wo...ohhh, almost forget edi...pui yun cut her hair edi...not bad o...but y wan cut till so short leh...i dun understand...but still longer than my hair xD coz i oso cut my hair yesterday...cut till short short...

7.30pm, i finally reached home...after my bath...mum say go out eat dinner wo...i vy tired liao leh...haiz...

yesterday nite i went to c doctor...
the doctor open some medicine to me...
she say eat liao the urine will becum yellow a bit...
tis morning i have proven it..
but is vy vy yellow >.<'' blek...

2day damn sianz...
ntg to do...
none stop blowing water during math tuition
but still sianz

Arhhh!!!(opps, learned from pn sim xD)
today miss ong suddenly asked me how my physic test tis time
54 oni lo i answered
then she said:" ur sis get 85 in trial leh..."
bing blang!!!!
my heart broken...miss ong hurt me like tis...nvr care my feel...>.<''
actually i dun like others compare me n my sis
coz hu like to be compared to top student..zzz
from i m still a little child until now
whenever i go tuition
the teacher sure ask is i as gud as my sis
zzZZzzZZzzZZzzZZzzZZzzZZzz
STOP comparing me with my sis ANYMORE

Malaysians love ABC.

(That's Air Batu Campur, in case you're not Malaysian, or you've been away from home for too long).

If u like nuts, it's got nuts. Oh boy,does it have nuts.

If you've got a sweet tooth, well, it"s simply the tops - it has a topping of syrup, topped with drizzles of evaporated milk. and a scoop of ice cream right on top.

And on hot Malaysian afternoons, there's nothing better than a big mound of shaved ice in a bowl.

The other bits, too, make it great. Jelly in every colour, broad beans and nutmeg, palm nuts and creamy corn kernels...Mmmm.

All tasty by themselves, but it's only when they get together that a bowl of ABC becomes truly special.

That's why we like best about ABC - it reminds us of something else that's special.

Something where different colours, tastes and textures are all mixed in to create something wonderful.

Where each part is different and good by itself, but only at its best when put together.

Where we may disagree on somethings - such as what kind of nuts we like best - but agree on so much more.

Like how much we all love ABC.

p/s: copy from the star newspaper...Satu Malaysia wo...

today is the 9th of september of 2009......
it should be a memorable day...
unfortunately, everything spoiled early in the morning when i saw eletron, the sei hak gai...
i dunno wan how describe her edi... did she noe how to teach eng???
we all wasted an hour to argue with her about the grammar singular n plural...
i dun think its worth... coz she will nvr say herself is wrong... she think she is correct forever...
so, we decided to take a REVENGE!!!!
late for half an hour for the tutorial..xD
actually its juz an accident... we nvr thought tat there will so many ppl go yam cha 2gether...finally 10 fingers oso can show out..xD
as usual...f1 having the discussion with electron during the tutorial...dunno discuss about wat n not interested in it...
while we all f2 cont ss n practice our dance...haha~~
today got new arrangement...pui yun, ah sum, n li yong will join the basketball dance team...
yeah~~its gud news for the basketball dance team, coz they 3 vy pro in sports...not like me...xD
BUT dunno how about the couple dance team... now they left 6 pairs of "couple" oni... vy sked they will eat us...wakaka

Again, my eng teacher, eletron, today dunno y sot jor...
she call those hu didn't bring eng text book de all stand on the chair as punishment wo....
she sot ar? or i go wrong skul edi... here is primary skul?
everytime call us bring textbook she oso no use de... if got use, oso do one question oni la...lazy dao..
for example, today one period lesson, we can jz finish one Q...zzzzzz
then wat for we bring the whole book go skul...meaningless....
i edi vy beh song with her liao... but dunno y my elder sis say she is a gud teacher...zzz
i giv face my sis oni ar...if not i sure ponteng all eng lesson from today onwards...

today is my class dance practice for sixth form nite performance...well, it started at 9am but i reached at 9 sumthing...haha~~for the first time, my group tried to add it the basketball to do our practice...walau, with basketball n without basketball vy big difference....i now start wondering can we perform it well at sixth form nite...coz there are few steps tat will easily 'lak ball'....practice make perfect, i think i should practice, practice n practice more... luckily got fish lend me his basketball...thx ya fish..muacks...after the practice, i fetch sam yoong back home first then rushed back to parade... juz to yam cha with my classmates...lol... but yi xuan no go n zheng hoe left after few minutes i reached...sob sob...ngm leng lo...

刚才我发了一个梦，那个梦竟让我流泪了。当然这不是第一次，但这次让我想起了我姐姐。当我从梦中惊醒后，我回想那个梦一下， 然后突然就想起我大姐。想着想着， 我竟然又哭了。大姐她很疼我，一直以来都很照顾我，不让我受到任何伤害。可是， 就在去年年中，她去了日本深造。她搭飞机走那一天，我没有去送机，原因是我第二天还得上学，还有我不想接受这个事实。我一直以来都很想念她，可是每当我妈打电话给她时， 我都不去拿起电话筒跟她聊两句，用msn交谈的时候，我也不说多一句话，因为我怕我会忍不住哭了起来。我也很想读完中六后，飞去日本深造，这可是我和姐姐从小的梦想，可是我二姐也会在明年五月飞过去，难道你要我爸爸一个人供三个孩子在日本读书吗？ 我爸老了，不应该再为我们担心了，所以如果我要出国读书，一定要考到好成绩，然后顺利申请奖学金，才可以去。。。

努力，努力，努力。。。这是我现在要做的事
spm...是一个不好的开始
stpm 是我最后的希望，也将会是一个完美的结束！！！

GAMBATEH!!! NVR GIV UP, HOU REYN!!!

Today is my first time attend the vad 7 first aid lesson... its not my fault of skipping those lesson last time... Is ter wei n nesty nvr tell me b4...wakakak..the lesson start at 9am but i late for 45 mins...geng leh...haha~~again, its not my fault for being late, k? how i noe my dad will meet dao his fren when i go yam cha with him o... i edi drive vy fas fas fas liao... n i got help arranged back the tables n chairs leh after the lesson...so 打平lo... back to the first aid lesson, when i reach ther, my first thinking is y so many leng lui de.... wat club is tis o..leng lui club? wakaka.... today we learn 5 types of bandages...but i miss the first 2 types... oni learned 3...fist, palm, n hand... actually i dun hav learn oso la... coz i juz act as a patient n let jin liang bandaged me... haha~~ i damn lazy...wakakak!!!

1. pinch as much as u can
   
2. rotate about 270 degree
3. pull as much as u like
4. release n let him or her feel the pain
   

today is a weird day...can be say as weird since it is vy "luan sui"...

english period:
first of all, early in the morning nid saw puan electron face for almost 4 periods...
4 period man.. "dim yan" wo.. almost slept during her lesson...lol... i knew tat she sure haven finish marking our test paper de... she really lazy!!! no doubt about it, coz it is truth ma... then she started blew water again, said tat we did not do well in the exam...lol...hu care...

chemistry period:
today cant c puan ng 'ss' edi... miss her a lot.. wakaka... madam sim, the new chem teacher... seem like vy friendly.. but cant confirm yet... nid observe for a long time oni noe >.<'' but i dun wan buy the ace head reference book tat she recomended leh... waste money... miss pn ng notes... hope tat madam sim wouldn't giv a lot of hw...lol... oh...one more thing...new rule in chem lesson.... speak eng pls.. no other language... swt...

physic period:
experiment!!! at first vy excited can do expt de... but at last.. disappointed... i thought physic expt will be as fun as chem expt de... but physic expt damn sian... not like chem de can c different colours... luckily... got sample report let us "modified"... (modify oni, not copy oh)
although the report vy long, but got sample ma... still ok....

eng tutoriol:
dance!!dance!!dance!!
dancing not fun meh... y got ppl refuse to dance de... dunno wat they think... although it is vy hard n i m noob in it, but inside it got a lot of fun...especially joon hong n nicolas... make me laugh whole day..wakaka... the oni problem is "gou lou"!!!! y dun wan dance wo...zz.. n ming zai.... y always absent de... oni left u haven learn the dance oni ar... we all edi learned half way lo..zz

eng tuition:
wah...whole day oso eng... u not tired i oso tired la... so... feel damn sleepy during tuition... when teacher giv brief explanation of essay...i edi slept liao... then the essay i took almost one hour oni finished it oo... then started the speaking practice... teacher said me got well prepared wo^^
p/s: thx to head librarian... help me a lot oh...erm...those girls in class ar... no nid thx them lo... coz busy gossiping in front of me while i trying to prepared the script... >.<''( pls dun beat me in skul tmr)

Dragonica:
actually i installing dragonica n patching its latest version while writing all this...hehe...ltr then wan start my dragonica journey liao.... hope tat tis game wont make my result to drop(although my result edi vy bad.. edi cant drop anymore liao)....

its enough for today lo...