放手的好人

well, i hav decided to abandon tis blog from now on...
so, tis will be the last post..
i hav lots of fun in my form6 life..
but vy sori to say so..there lots of sadness n disappointment also..
i appreciate it..n thx F2..
love u all.. ^^



btw, i hav oredi make a new blog..lol

sumtimes i reli act like a stupid fella..
wat u wan u dun even go n try to get it..sked tis sked tat..
other ppl get it u jiu sad tis sad tat...
how damn stupid am i.. lol

mayb i did the correct thing..
i nid concentrate in my study..
juz like tis morning, dad ask..
u oso wan go japan ar? ><
so..all those things which can affect my study pls go away..
well, i did the first things d..the next things is..pls make me forget bout computer games...ARHHHHH

finally..
i can quit ffs officially...
max 3 ppl in one nite..
including max myself XP
thx for yi xuan help n oso sam..
although he oso dunno he help jor me LOL
if u c me post 10m link, dun feel weird
its juz tat i cant stop myself from open ffs oni..
haha

my nightmare is cuming...
tmr jiu shi mid term...
worrying...zen..
hao ren JYJY
all the best for F2ians


brighter future or darker future is waiting for me?

DIE!!!
not vy und bout the physical chem...
but i noe it vy well when teacher teach de wo...
now study back jiu not und d... SWT =.=ll

arhhh...
midnite 2am lo...
wat for i din go slip...
din go study...
but go view her fb profile ><
got gold take meh...
lol

sei mou..
few more days jiu mid year exam lo...
juz now i revise back wat i haf study...
hmm..vy fast jiu gao dim jor
coz i have oni study a little bit ><
although oni study jor bit oni
still got many many things haven touch...
i oso will try my best geh...
study less than u oso muz get higher score than u XP
BLEK~~



go take a nap first...damn tired

exam is just around the corner...
n me tis stupid fellow still tink bout those useless thing
make myself sad oni..

STAND UP!!!
i gonna work hard
tis is my promise to my sister

GAMBATEH

不是你的﹐就不是你的
這麼簡單的道理
我到現在才明白
會不會太遲了。。

一直以來
我都知道這件事
只是我寧願自欺欺人
也不願去接受

我知道了
我想通了
我接受了
我知道該怎麼做了

放手吧
好人

喜歡一個人
不一定要成為男女朋友
我更希望她會是我的朋友
一輩子的朋友

die..cant slip tim...
on9 jor whole nite...
waste my time here...
should go study now...

tak guna!!!

i dunno wan how to face her...

my car faster cum back ar...
no car use vy inconvenient for me... ^~^

opps...langgar kereta pula...
ntg much to say bout tis...
juz finish wtite one karangan for tmr de police report...

one slap giv u die...
two slap send u go west sky...

juz now afta swimming
all oso balik rumah makan
so, oni left me alone go eat myself...
the time i reach my point
wow, so many ppl ><
maybe today is mother's day, so its full...
nvm, i can man man wait..lol
finally i got place to sit d...
but look left, look right..
all table oso whole family having meal together
even beside me de not a family but oso is a pair of couple..
oni i m alone..
well, since my both sister go jor japan..i owis alone in house de...
but luckily, i got a nice jie jie..
she owis accompany me back skul lib do hmk..
so tat i no nid suffer at home ><
i oso realise i'm too dependent..
last time is my sister...now is jie jie pula..
when can oni i becum independent enough?
b4 i found the answer,
let me say thx u to my jie jie first..
u reli help me alot..
at least u fill in the blank my sister left in my life..
i wont regret tat i study form 6
coz it giv me a gud jie jie XP
n oso let me met dao her..another important person..


tis few days jie jie seem so unhappy
sori i cant help much...
but owis rmb u still got a didi here..
so, cheer up!!

i dun like him...
even hate him..

now i worry bout her..
its she reli ok?

act tis few days oso cant slip well..
my mind is full of those rubbish...
those sei pk...go die ><
c dao jiu fan...

sumtime...
i really wonder...
is there any hope for me??
i hope tat the answer is yes...

feel so lonely now...
2 sisters oso left msia edi..
left me one ppl alone.. ><
even my jie jie oso go jor penang..
3 sisters all gone...
but i'm got more freedom now XP
ON9!!

yeah...its the first time..
for me, a 18 years old boy..
to donate my blood ^^
well, act its juz ntg..
not pain at all..for me..
looking forward to the 2nd time of blood donation!!! XP

FINALLY...
LuminousOfficer LVL 129 edi...
i gonna stop lvling...
stay 129 forever XP
now will oni go for war...
either lvl 60 or lvl 129...

Congratz to my lvl 125 fs...LuminousOfficer...
finally first time clear forgetten temple..XP
n thx to my fren hu help me clear it...


others than luminousofficer, i still got 2 other characters..
QQcutie...Exarch3r

long time din update my blog edi...
finally holidays cum...oni free to blog agn XP
but ar...its a sad holiday..
coz of the stupid exam ><
physic- confirmed failed jor...
chem- die die dei...
math- first time do math do dao no confident at all...
pa- dunno wat m i writing...
tis time reli gg...
sacrifice so many time study oso no use la...
last year din study oso can get better result...
feel like reli wanna giv up...
but c dao my sister all oso go japan..
if i cant score well in stpm..
mai no chance meet they all jor lo ><
haiz..sui bian la...
no mood tink bout it jor...

its a windy evening...
i'm in my room now...in front of my pc..
but..i see stars...
i'm now blink blink edi...
flu, fever, headache, muscle pain, sleepy...
i should not go back skul yesterday ><
i oredi sore throat when i wake up yesterday...
but i still go for 3 hours chem tt...
then follow up with painting our class...
if not too little ppl go back paint..i rather go for 3 hours physic tt...then can go home rest...
but i oso curi tulang many times yesterday o...
tat y we nid to paint till so late..coz the most efficient one curi tulang..haha
erm...the class look better now..at least clean than b4...
oh ya..n yesterday nite is the first time i fly 90~100 with my kancil...
syok oh XP 10 mins from skul back to my house...cepatnya XD


*if u eat my noodle last nite..n u fall sick..vy sori ar...i oso dunno i'll will fall sick de oh ><"

its still early...
but y am i here..
hu noe??

last warning for u!!!
tat stupid cb fucking bastard prefect hu not perfect at all...
u better be careful...
if u try to fire up me...
one day i would cant control myself...
not like yesterday...i manage to calm down myself (thank to sumone hu teach me b4 to take a deep breath b4 i act ^^) n stop at the last moment...
but..no more next time..
it would probably end up with u in the hospital n i'm in the principal room...
but hu cares?

everything is juz ok n nice when i saw u...
but everything changed when i saw him...
i cant forget wat i saw..
i juz cant accept it..

erm...today can be said as a busy day...
not reli busy..but busy oso...
busy of attending tt...busy of dreaming at tt..busy of chatting at tt...
well...tis morning i was the oni one in the house...
coz all my whole family had go johor to attend my biao ger wedding..except me..
so, i hav to do all the things on my own...
as usual, brush teeth n bath on my own...
but then...breakfast...usually breakfast my dad will prepare it..
but now..he not at home...so i hav to tink wat i wanna eat n go buy myself..
at last...i choose 2 maggi mee n one cup of milo as my breakfast..
coz its vy convenient n i lazy to go out...
after tat...clothes...hav to wash clothes...well..i throw all the clothes into the washing machine..another easy job XD
then...i prepare to go out edi..to have my 3 hours chem tt...
suddenly, i receive an sms..
its from my sis..i'm cuming back de lo...wait me first...fetch me go tt..
OMG...i'm going to be late if i wait her..
haiz..sui bian la..late mai late lo..oso not first time..lol
after the damn long 3 hours tt...me n fish go to hav our lunch..
the food court is new...juz open yesterday...near my tt there..quite lots of ppl..but ar..not sistematic at all...
3 months...i tink most long it tahan for 3 months oni...
after tat...agn 3 hours tt...but tis time is physic...
i oni can say tat i dont understand at all...GG...
well..i got sms my jie jie oso..
she ask me stadium swimming pool wat time open...
but nvr ask me wan go anot..
tis call jie jie..haiz..lol
after a long discussion...oni me, jie jie n my real sister go..
i edi rush back home..coz jie jie edi waiting at stadium there at 5.30pm...
she gave me an impossible mission...
tt end at 5.30pm....n she wan me arrive stadium at 5.30pm...
tats mean i hav less than 1 mins to go back to bercham then go stadium...
i cant even make it if i got wings oso la...
so, i 6.30pm oni arrive..
sori la jie jie...nid u wait me for so long ><
its tiring to swim after i had not moving my bones for years...
8.15pm...v stop swimming n ready to b...
8.30pm..v leave stadium n jie jie's bro oredi waiting outside there...
me n my sis back to our car...
WTF!!! the car was not locked...
gan jiong lo..i tink is myself forget to lock it XD
open the engine first...ei, can start wo...car battery still here wo...tat mean no ppl go in b4 i tink...
i nvr saw ppl was damn donkey lucky as me...hahaha
well...i'm going to stop at here...
damn tired now..i tink i going to slip right now instead of finish those hw..
lets c tmr etron how punish me..
god bless me...

lonely...i'm so lonely...
its oni me alone in the house...
its reli silence..
dun like tis feel..
dun like to be alone...
sumone...pls..
chat v me...

damn sian!!!
c dao hw jiu headache...
wanna burns all the books...wakaka

MORE n MORE HW!!!!
the mass of homework is increasing...
the time given to finish the hw is decreasing..
the mass of hw is inversely proportional to the time given..
therefore...high rate of reaction should occur in order to finish the tons of hw...

my class teachers are diprotic teachers...
one mole of teacher dissociate in f2 to form two mole of hw..
therefore..it requires double energy to finish the hw..

chi xin de ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y got so many homework de!!!
well..i refuse to do homework at home..since my house is for me to rest..XD
so..until the end of today...
one homework oso haven finish...
but cabal war i got go wo.. XP

huhu..long time didnt update...
damn busy...
BUSY...
i oso dunno i busy do wat..
coz i nvr finish those homework de..haha
oni tt edi eat all my time...
now more worst...
jurnal...
proposal...
haiz...try to finish it...yup..TRY oni...
tat reyn's style ^^

6.45am...my dad woke me up..
still not wake up arh...wat time jor ah..
i looked at my phone...damn bull shit...i didnt set alarm..
yesterday i was too tired..erm..act is tis morning 1am...i oni go slip...
i oso dun wan so late slip ga..
wan me go help them after 6 hours tt...still nid work till 10pm...then still left a lot homework..especially the damn shit colloqium ><
waste my time...
then next day cant wake up then diu agn...

suan...let talk bout other funny things...lol
after i wake up at 6.45am..i sms ks...below r our conservation...

reyn: i juz wake up..help me tell fish i'll late
ks : no nid go skul lo..rest 1 day
reyn: cannot la..go yumcha lo..skip assembly XD
ks : cant call fish..no reply..if no go i whole day no go de lo..
reyn: me sure got go de..if not GG..
after 5 mins...he reply me tis...
ks : ltr me n fish go yumcha with u...we no go skul..

wah...reli geng la u 2...ntg to say XD
v go xen yun long there eat breakfast till 8.10am..
then i go skul by myself..
i tot the assembly hav oredi end...but wat i saw is many ppl still sitting at the basketball court n skul hall..
sei mou...when i gonna curi masuk wo...
luckily...i saw 2 pro...they owis ponteng assembly...full of experience..
haha..wont write out their name..u all man man guess XD
3 of us sit in the car wait wait wait...
wait till fatt mou...oso haven dismiss assembly..
finally...9.08am...students r allow to go back to their own class...
well..3 of us successfully ponteng assembly n reach our class safely at last XP

biscuit..biscuit..biscuit..
i'm tired of those biscuit...
i'm faddup of it..
everyday day after skul oso nid go back help make biscuit till 11..
sat n sunday nid go help b4 tt n after tt..sunday more geng..got 6 hrs tt leh..
so if u all c me slip in skul n tt..pls dun wake me up XD

wat i wan?
i dunno wat my heart thinking...
i dunno wat myself wanna to do..
there is sumthing tat i wan.....
but i not dare to take it now...

suan la hou reyn...
juz let it go..
dun tink too much bout it..

as mentioned in title...
tis post is bout saving keyboard...
saving keyboard??? wat lai de >.<
haha...let me tell u all..its my birthday present!!! ^^
yup...its actually a piggy bank..erm..i tink its call piggy bank..
sori ar...eng not vy gud.. ><
its a birthday present from jie jie!!!
wow...finally i get my first 18th birthday present..
haha..damn happy now..lol
act tis oso is my 2nd birthday present...
yup..its 2nd..less leh..2nd birthday present after 18 years...
those hu c tis post...noe how to do jor la...my 19th birthday..is waiting for u all XP
thx u thx u ar jie jie...love u ^^ muacks XD
since i get a new piggy bank...i tink i would start saving money...
but...isit possible?? god noe...

now the time is almost 11.59pm...
1 more min it will be 00.00
cum on guys...
let say gudbye to 2009..
say gudbye to those sad things..
say i miss u to those gud things...

5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

BOOM BOOM BOOM
happy end year of 2009
AND
Happy New Year 2010!!!!

lets make a wish...
erm...tats my secret...wont say it out here ^^

2010...
a new year...
n new challenges r waiting for me agn...
biggest challenge for me...
isit STPM??
the answer is no...
the biggest challenge is
i want change myself to a better man ^^ yup..is man, since i oredi 18!! ^^
try becum more hardworking...
try becum more independent...
try improve my damn poor english...
try to speak less 'international language' ...
many many more...
cant write it out all here...

at last...once agn...HAPI NEW YEAR ^^